Well, if any of you watched the Homestead race weekend then you will already know that there is a lot for me to talk about. The weekend started of very promising and eventually ended on a positive note, but there was very much turmoil in between.
We had very successful testing leading into this event, so A.J. and I were both very confident heading into the weekend. I was extremely excited to get the weekend started and to unveil our new paint scheme featuring Menards, Johns Manville, DIRECTV and CardioChek to name a few.
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As we got into the practice sessions we had very good cars and were very confident heading into qualifying. I was the last person to post a qualifying time and as it turned out I think this was an advantage. This was the first race of our new qualifying format, which consists of a four-lap average. There were two accidents during qualifying (Jay Howard and Dan Wheldon). It is never a comforting thing to go out and qualify after watching another car have an accident, but I was able to stay focused.
A.J. went out to qualify just a few cars before I went out, and he posted the second fastest qualifying run, so I knew that I had a shot at the pole heading into my run. I had expected to be able to run in the 212 mph range, and after my first lap I had posted a lap at well over 213. I think the conditions of being the last qualifier really helped with this. The air temp had dropped and the track temp had dropped, which all makes for optimum conditions.
Throughout my four lap run I was on pace to take the pole until the last lap and I dropped to second behind Scott Dixon. This was the best qualifying effort of my career, and I was very excited about it. I will admit that I was a little disappointed though because I was so close to claiming my first pole position and just missed it.
When I went to bed Friday night after qualifying I was so excited for the next day. My car had passed post qualifying technical inspection and I was looking forward to starting the race on the front row. I liked my chances for a podium finish the next day with a shot at my first win. As it turned out, on race day around 3pm I found out that the IndyCar Series had found an issue with the rear wings of both team cars and that we would be starting the race from the back of the field (24th and 25th positions).

My first reaction and emotions were anger filled, and I felt that I was robbed of something that I earned. As I calmed down, and looked at what had happened, it was clear that our team was in clear violation of the rules. Needless to say, my frustrations became directed at my own team.
Failing technical inspection in the manner that we did was very embarrassing to me personally, and to our team as well as the team ownership. It was probably the most embarrassment and shame that I have ever felt. I do not want to go into what exactly took place, but I want to apologize to all of my fans, sponsors and competitors for these events. I can assure you that I in no way, shape or form knew that my car was in violation of the rules when I was behind the wheel. Furthermore, the team ownership and I are investigating the situation to find out why it happened and to ensure that it never happens again. Violating the rules is not something that I stand for, and is clearly not acceptable.
This was the most turmoil that I have ever faced heading into a race. After qualifying on the front row, I was feeling a lot of pressure to go out the next day and perform well in the race to back-up what we did in qualifying. After getting failing technical inspection, I was embarrassed and felt 100 times more pressure to go out and perform at a high level.
I knew that I still had a fast car. However, that was one of the things that pissed me off the most about what occurred during qualifying and resulted in moving us to the back. In other words, our infractions did not even play a huge factor in the speed of the car. In spite of that, I still felt that everyone else thought that the only reason I qualified well was because of the same reason that cause us to fail inspection. While I can understand why people would come to that conclusion, that simply was not the case. But perceptions are everything, and I felt so much pressure heading into the race. I wanted to change those perceptions and show everyone that our cars, my skills and this team are all legit.
Starting at the back of the field was a very daunting task, but again, I knew that I had a fast car and that I could work my way to the front of the pack. I am not going to talk through the whole race, because I feel that I have rambled on enough. But we left the weekend with a top five finish, which I think was a solid result, especially coming from the back of the pack.
I think if you would have told me coming into the race weekend that I would have finished fifth, I would have been happy with it, but after the race and the events of the weekend I still felt a little sour after the race. I still felt ashamed for all of the people that I disappointed in the weekend, and I hope that you will all give me a chance to show that I stand for the right things, and I did not get to where I am by breaking the rules. I have got here by hard work, and hard work is the only thing that can restore my name, and the team name.
All I can do is apologize, and go out and do my job at the highest level I can, and make sure that the team never puts us in that situation again.
– Ed Carpenter
